i cant deny i dont want the beauty

.Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ' 1:40 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Mt .. o levels .. finaLy .. doNe .. whew .. feel .. much .. bettER ..

waLkin into e hAll .. woo~ Scaarrryy .. X P heArt .. beAtin .. fASt .. feeL LikE voMitin .. weNt in soo .. HOT .. sWeat like heLL .. shiVErin .. doin .. doin .. felt .. better .. hoho~

well .. at least it tuRn oUt .. okies .. i hopE .. X P

*FinGer$ .. Cro$$* ..

O.o ..

lalalalas ~

mixEd .. FeELins .. gAL ..
-.- ..

.Friday, May 25, 2007 ' 1:07 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Well .. now mid-yr was over .. jus as i expected .. i score badly .. hmm .. first time i failed my whole erm .. izit pecentage .. x D it was real bad .. haix .. sad ofcos .. but .. well .. tis mid-yr whole sec 4 level score very bad ~ our p and vp even hv to tok 2 us .. abt it .. well ya sure .. almost e same things we had been told .. but i felt tat .. it still does not give us .. well at least mii lahx .. any great motivation .. duno y .. even if i kn tat i mus do it .. i mus not fail .. and i m very scare and wooried .. but i still cant study ~ haix .. wat 2 do .. y does it hv 2 cum to tis yr .. then i becum like tat ?! is damm .. wrong time .. meeennn .. argh .. but how .. haix .. realy annoyin lahx .. who or wat can help mii? who or wat can make mii do ?! now even myself cant help mii .. haix .. sianx .. -.-'' ..
wel .. tis comin mon is my chinese o levels .. scare? of cos! but wat can i do ? how 2 study chinese ?! O.o .. though i score A2 4 chinese 4 my mid yr .. but it does not mean tat i sure can get A for my o levels .. and o Levels .. so many procedure .. dots. . make ppl more scare only .. haix .. dots . . -.- Diao ~

O.o ?? GaL ..

dots . . dots . . dots . .

.Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ' 3:47 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

*Lifeishardfullofsorrows ..*
Haix .. my mid-yr results SUCKS !!! hate it lahx .. snob .. why!? like tat .. those thought ok de .. in e end !!! .. wa lao !!! HATE MYSELF LAHX .. snob .. im sry !!! i mean .. y cant i jus go sit there n study ?! why cant i ?! jus sit there .. n do it !!! jus study !!! but it jus wont go in !!! arrgghhhHHhhh .. Hate it lahx .. ! why can i study !!! i m jus .. so ahhh .. haix .. things i m gd at or bad at BOTH OSO CANOt DO WELL !!! WHY!!!! why ?! don like one canot do gd .. like one oso CANOT !!!! useless .. mennnnnn ... arghh .. wat can i do .. wan sit there jus study canot .. got mood tat time canot go in .. no mood oso canot go in .. if not .. wat i learn go in then later go out .. stupid lahx !!! argh .. why m i like tat ?! why!!!! STRESSFULNESS !!!! AAAARRRGGGGHHH ... *juswanabemyself* oso canot .. stupid !!! i wan go back pri sch .. more better .. not so argh .. haix .. who say sec sch e best ?! it is e worst !!! x ] so many troubles .. stress .. etc .. argh .. haix .. tis yr o levels lehx .. how ?! realy scare lahx .. mid-yr aredy like tat .. only FEW mths left .. but wat can i do !!! i jus cant .. STUDY !!! .. argh .. feel so ... haix .. wana die liao .. stressful .. haix .. later i got DEPRESSION .. snob .. realy duno wat 2 do .. *..e..t..c...*

StREssFuL GaL ..
Wanabemyself ..
XinGku ah ..
FuL oF soRROws ..
dots . . -_-

.Friday, May 4, 2007 ' 2:34 PM Y

i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

Haix ..
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i can't deny that i don't love to be beauty?

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LAlaLa .. LoNG tiME nO BLoG Liao .. hees .. hmm .. wat should i say .. = P
tHi$ fEw Day$ .. i$ MYE Le .. waaa so FAST !!! scare OFCOS !!! bLEhs .. But $tiLL nO $tuDy mODE .. hoho~ BuT wAt tO Do .. Ju$ hoPE 4 e Be$t loRhx .. ju$ haD mY mt pAPEr$ 1 & 2 .. eNG pAPER 1 .. Ss .. CME .. hmm .. cON$iDEr .. 'RELax' Le LaHx .. StaRt FrM nExt Wk .. hohoho~ aLL e WAA WAA WWAA oNE$ .. Haix .. wAt 2 dO .. exams .. Exams .. & more EXAMS !!! $eC 4 $o xinG kU LeHx .. bLEHs .. lalala~ haix .. y R theRE $o ManY pRob$ iN e wORLd ?? why?? wHy?? WHY?? LoL$ .. $iANx .. hee$ .. lalala~ wAt 2 $Ay .. ?? No iDeA .. hhhaa$ .. pAPEr$? difficuLt LorHx .. MT oso .. $o daMm DiffcuLt .. $Nob .. $caRe .. noW oNLy mYE laTER Os hoW ?! HhAaiisx .. LaHx .. LehX .. LoRHx .. = P

'filosofi' .. LiFE i$ HaRD[tuFf] fULL oF $oRRoW$ ..

BLEH >> -_- HaiX ..

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Emo .. x P

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